My house is "out of order"? Not in the least but if you consider those people "Christians" then you're deeply confused about what it means to follow the teachings of Jesus. I think it's safe to assume you believe following church doctrine is the same as following Jesus' teachings, but they aren't.

Sounds like your house isn't in order. That's a problem. Your problem, not mine. I do hope you someday learn the truth because most of it isn't what the church teaches.

I'll say it again: don't expect to see God until you change your ways.